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Beautiful Canva work. Exquisite.

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It's my third artistic expression.

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Apr 29Liked by Sarah Gardner

I often think about the difference between theater and writing, and even though my fear of performance keeps me away from the stage, the whole permanence of writing can be a real perfectionist black hole! I also just read Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine btw, and also loved it. There was so much humor in the narrator's observations, despite and maybe even because of the neuroticism.

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Yes! I do think both mediums require you to "be seen" if you're doing them well, which is a terrifying proposition regardless of how you do it. The permanence thing freaks me out, too, because grow and change and develop new tastes (though I seem to have no problem with tattoos, so who knows what's happening in my lil' brain).

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Hey Sarah! Your writing about the fear of messing up made me think of the book Art & Fear by David Bayles and Ted Orland. They talk a lot about how it's normal to face inner "resistance" when making art, and it's a part of the process we all have to work through. Thought it might be of interest! Also, I agree with Kelley, transcendent Canva work!

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Thanks Liz! You reminded me that I HAVE THIS BOOK and read it & loved it as a young, wide-eyed theater student. Maybe I should take another look!

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